過去の感じが消えちゃった

So much time has passed since the last time I wrote a post in this blog.

I still remember the period I started sharing my Japanese learning journey here. At that time I was a high school student who decided to write a blog to write about my passion for Japanese and language learning.

However, a lot of things has changed since that time. Japanese learning still plays an important role in my life, but the vibes I used to feel in the past has disappeared. I feel that in the last year I started waling away from the innocence of youth and approaching adulthood. Living in a different city, starting university life and pursing an internship for the first time made me face reality realize that fulfilling a dream isn’t easy. Even though I have dreams, now I wonder if they will become true. I’m split into two halves. A part of me gives me the energy and motivation to go ahead and to work hard to get closer to my ambition, but then there is the other part makes me fear that my dreams are just illusions: sometimes, you sacrifice other things to reach a goal, but it may happen that the result of all the things you give up and of your efforts to reach your dream won’t be what you expected.

I just hope that the positive feeling will prevail and that I can go back to those feelings.

2 thoughts on “過去の感じが消えちゃった

  1. I think this is what all we language learners experience once we enter adulthood. You have to start making decisions about how to use your own free time, which is not as much as it used to be. It’s not an easy journey. Maybe starting updating your blog again can be a way of finding clarity 🙂

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